Saturday, 9 March 2013
Friday, 1 March 2013
ChIlDhOOd
Childhood is a very
important part of a person's life. It decides the personality and
character of a person. Even psychologists approve on this fact that the
psychology of mind of any person is widely dependent on the way a person
spends his childhood.
For example, if a person has gone through the childhood with domestic violence, his psychology would be more introvert and shy. If the childhood of a person was normal and healthy, his nature would be fair with everyone around him. If his parents always used to scold him and avoid his wishes, he would become lazy and won't take initiatives in anything in future. If he was taken care of extremely and did not let him do his own works, he would become dependent when older.
People, parents, teenagers, children, never ever ruin anybody's childhood. It's the most important phase of a person. Respect this phase! The moments spent in childhood always stay in a person's mind in some or the other way like a permanent memory whether he remember it or not. Let a child do what his heart says, but it also doesn't mean that he is free to do the wrong things. But don't make his childhood suffer.
India is way much backward in prohibiting child employment. But it's time for us to stand and take a step in our environment.
L.C.
For example, if a person has gone through the childhood with domestic violence, his psychology would be more introvert and shy. If the childhood of a person was normal and healthy, his nature would be fair with everyone around him. If his parents always used to scold him and avoid his wishes, he would become lazy and won't take initiatives in anything in future. If he was taken care of extremely and did not let him do his own works, he would become dependent when older.
People, parents, teenagers, children, never ever ruin anybody's childhood. It's the most important phase of a person. Respect this phase! The moments spent in childhood always stay in a person's mind in some or the other way like a permanent memory whether he remember it or not. Let a child do what his heart says, but it also doesn't mean that he is free to do the wrong things. But don't make his childhood suffer.
India is way much backward in prohibiting child employment. But it's time for us to stand and take a step in our environment.
L.C.
EmPtInEss
Rise above yourself,
World is not hard,
Understand your heart,
And you'll be living.
Do you feel lonely?
Has somebody left you , or betrayed you ?
Bullshit!!! You have all the things you need. Just look at the things you have. Instead of the ones you don't. You are blessed with every happiness you deserve in this world. Nurture them, instead of complaining and arguing about everything else.
Losing someone or something is a part of life. That's why people call it hard. But actually it is just giving and teaching you all that needs to be done. Sacrificing is much easier than living with what your heart wants. Understand your deepest thoughts. You would be happy when you listen to your heart. And live with what you want. The road would be tougher, but it would be much happier.
Everybody in this world has come alone and will go alone. But you are never really alone when you are breathing. When you feel like there is no one at your back, you will always find God holding on to you. Have faith in yourself, it doesn't matter whether somebody left or betrayed you, what matters is that you didn't let the world drown you under it's vain.
L.C
World is not hard,
Understand your heart,
And you'll be living.
Do you feel lonely?
Has somebody left you , or betrayed you ?
Bullshit!!! You have all the things you need. Just look at the things you have. Instead of the ones you don't. You are blessed with every happiness you deserve in this world. Nurture them, instead of complaining and arguing about everything else.
Losing someone or something is a part of life. That's why people call it hard. But actually it is just giving and teaching you all that needs to be done. Sacrificing is much easier than living with what your heart wants. Understand your deepest thoughts. You would be happy when you listen to your heart. And live with what you want. The road would be tougher, but it would be much happier.
Everybody in this world has come alone and will go alone. But you are never really alone when you are breathing. When you feel like there is no one at your back, you will always find God holding on to you. Have faith in yourself, it doesn't matter whether somebody left or betrayed you, what matters is that you didn't let the world drown you under it's vain.
L.C
Wednesday, 5 December 2012
SIN
I was walking on the pavement. It was a dark lonely night.
My right hand shrunk under the pocket of my leather jacket, my eyes starred on
my feet, and the hood covering my hair. I was thinking hard on what went wrong
with me and Teena that it all fell apart the worse it could have. I used to use
and throw girls, but I loved a single girl with my heart and it turned out to
be the most painful journey of my life. I was lost in my thoughts and was not
aware of the world outside. I felt somebody’s hand holding my hand. I thought
that would be my imagination. So I tightened the hold, and I had Goosebumps the
same moment because it was a real hand. I looked on my left and there was
nobody and then I saw at my hand and I suddenly fell backwards gazing at a hand
without a body hanging in the air.
My alarm sounded at the right moment. I woke up giving a
smug to myself. That was a wild dream!
But a very strong one. A dream never felt so real before. Negotiating
all these thoughts, I set myself up for the work. I reached the door to leave
and suddenly a strong wind blew the door close and threw me away hitting the
wall. All went black the exact moment.
The next thing I remember is that I was lying in the room.
The weird thing is that, it was locked since a year my wife hanged herself from
the same fan. I remember that day when I came from office, I called Teena again
and again outside the door but there was nobody to answer me. I reached her
room looking for her and I fell on my knees seeing her dead body hanging on
that same fan.
Lying on that bed was like experiencing that day once again.
The date was the same as that day. I started getting freaked in that bed. I
rushed towards the door, it was locked. I banged the door as hard as I could,
it didn’t open. I shouted for help as loud as I could but no one could hear me.
Then I heard a heavy voice exclaiming, “REVENGE!!!” . The word echoed all over the room and my
mind. I went on that bed again, hugging myself as tightly as I could and
yelled, “WHO ARE YOU? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?”.
The voice had her own way to answer me. The voice took me to
the flashback to the day when I was making love to an American chick after 2
years of my marriage with Teena. I and Teena had a love marriage without the
permission of our families and hence both of us were not in contact with any of
the members of our family. I could see myself doing all the crazy things with
that chick. My eyes suddenly stuck to the door where Teena peeked through the
door and the tears started rolling down her cheeks. I didn’t know how she got
there. I didn’t know that she even saw me doing all that. I followed her to my
house. She was crying and yelling to herself blaming everything on her. I was
just standing there scrutinizing her. She went upstairs to the guest room, tied
the rope on the fan and I could not do anything. I shouted her name and tried
to explain her everything but I was in the past and she could not hear me. She
hanged herself in front of me and suffered through hell before dying.
I came to the present again. I was crying as hard as I
could. That voice was of Teena. I betrayed her and she died because of me. I
yelled to her, “KILL ME. I DESERVE IT.”.
And there was no response. She
was gone. She had her revenge. A human can live in any condition he wants but if
he doesn’t want to live with himself, he just breaks down into pieces. And that
was the condition of me.
I decided to live and suffer my sins. Teena used to love
kids. So I spent all my money in building the orphanage and gave my life to
those orphans.
Monday, 12 November 2012
ImMoRtAl LoVe
There I saw a girl standing in the rain. She was bursting out her tears where nobody could see her. She was all there on her own. No shoulders to cry on, no heart to rely on. Everything was dark. I was just standing at the corner scrutinizing her.
She was just shouting, yelling. Trying to free the pain in her. But was not succeeding. I was just standing there unspoken and unknown. She suddenly f
She was just shouting, yelling. Trying to free the pain in her. But was not succeeding. I was just standing there unspoken and unknown. She suddenly f
elt on her knees. Took out her mobile from her left pocket from her black jeans and stared at it. I couldn't guess what she was expecting, may be a call or a message or may be just wanted to stare at a photo. Then I saw her messaging someone. Type and type and type, was all she did till both the hands of the clock met.
Then I decided to go and soothe her. It was only a 5 minute walk, but for me the longest walk of my life. Just a second earlier, she fainted and met the ground. I ran as fast as I could, but then also could not win a Cheetah. Her head bumped on the road and made her conscious but till then she was in my arms. Surprisingly, she was glad to see me.
'I love you' was all she said and again went unconscious. I hurried for the hospital. She was taken in the Operation Theater. I sat with despair outside the theater just gazing at the wall. I realized I received a message on my phone, so I took out the mobile and read, it was from Neha.
The doctor came out for me and inquired about the patient and her family. I told him the truth. He looked me in my eyes and continued 'Neha is in serious condition, just have patience'.
I stood there half dead. I sank on the seating outside the OT. Her face was all over my mind. I could feel her pain in my blood. I was having goose bumps all over my body. That was all my fault. She was in the hospital just because of me. I read the message sent by her: 'Dear Rahul, m glad u left me. Wese bi I was goin to leave u nyway. After all u were goin to die in a month or so. Neva contact to me again. I am all happy by myself, after all I m an independent lady. Neva contact me again. Goodbye.'
I started crying heavily. I didn't know how else to react. I ditched her a week ago. I did that for her own good. I am a last stage cancer patient and every doctor around the globe lost their hope for my recovery. I would die in a few months or so. I thought I would be able to keep her away from depression after my death. But after I peeked through the glass inside the theater my thoughts turned through 180 degree. She was lying there on the bed, fighting from death. I needed to go there, hold her hands, and say ‘I am here for you, and will be there till I die’.
I was gazing at the door, waiting to have that opportunity. I will do anything to keep her happy. I will fight with my cancer with all my strength. Distracting all these thoughts, the doctor came outside to inform that she is out of danger. I was crying in happiness. My prayers seemed to work. I went inside. Her eyes were closed; her face was pale, skinny and ravenous. I could not face her. I turned back to the door but a voice stopped me. That was her weak voice calling my name. I quickly reached her to hold her hands and apologized for being a jerk. And all she said was: ‘I love you’. I started crying on her arms, not a word to express. She hugged me and started crying with me. That was the best moment of my life.
I promised her I wont ever leave her until the day god takes me away from her. Instead of taking her own care, she started consoling me and encouraging me for my future.
It took 1 long week for her to recover and explaining to her parents about her situation. But the love again won and everything was going just fine. Even after a year, we were both together and I knew now was the time I had to leave my world, my Neha. My condition was becoming worse day by day, I asked Neha to make a promise that she will find a good man and marry him and live happily with him.
The day was ‘January 6’, the day when we first met. I gave a good morning kiss to my love and reached the veranda My heartbeats started beating faster and suddenly stopped. I went unconscious. I could only hear my love trying to wake me. I said 'I love you' and was gone forever. I could feel her tears over me but cannot help her.
And now I am on the clouds watching my love staring at my photo every single day giving a smile to the time we spent together. And I am thankful to god for giving me such a wonderful life.
Then I decided to go and soothe her. It was only a 5 minute walk, but for me the longest walk of my life. Just a second earlier, she fainted and met the ground. I ran as fast as I could, but then also could not win a Cheetah. Her head bumped on the road and made her conscious but till then she was in my arms. Surprisingly, she was glad to see me.
'I love you' was all she said and again went unconscious. I hurried for the hospital. She was taken in the Operation Theater. I sat with despair outside the theater just gazing at the wall. I realized I received a message on my phone, so I took out the mobile and read, it was from Neha.
The doctor came out for me and inquired about the patient and her family. I told him the truth. He looked me in my eyes and continued 'Neha is in serious condition, just have patience'.
I stood there half dead. I sank on the seating outside the OT. Her face was all over my mind. I could feel her pain in my blood. I was having goose bumps all over my body. That was all my fault. She was in the hospital just because of me. I read the message sent by her: 'Dear Rahul, m glad u left me. Wese bi I was goin to leave u nyway. After all u were goin to die in a month or so. Neva contact to me again. I am all happy by myself, after all I m an independent lady. Neva contact me again. Goodbye.'
I started crying heavily. I didn't know how else to react. I ditched her a week ago. I did that for her own good. I am a last stage cancer patient and every doctor around the globe lost their hope for my recovery. I would die in a few months or so. I thought I would be able to keep her away from depression after my death. But after I peeked through the glass inside the theater my thoughts turned through 180 degree. She was lying there on the bed, fighting from death. I needed to go there, hold her hands, and say ‘I am here for you, and will be there till I die’.
I was gazing at the door, waiting to have that opportunity. I will do anything to keep her happy. I will fight with my cancer with all my strength. Distracting all these thoughts, the doctor came outside to inform that she is out of danger. I was crying in happiness. My prayers seemed to work. I went inside. Her eyes were closed; her face was pale, skinny and ravenous. I could not face her. I turned back to the door but a voice stopped me. That was her weak voice calling my name. I quickly reached her to hold her hands and apologized for being a jerk. And all she said was: ‘I love you’. I started crying on her arms, not a word to express. She hugged me and started crying with me. That was the best moment of my life.
I promised her I wont ever leave her until the day god takes me away from her. Instead of taking her own care, she started consoling me and encouraging me for my future.
It took 1 long week for her to recover and explaining to her parents about her situation. But the love again won and everything was going just fine. Even after a year, we were both together and I knew now was the time I had to leave my world, my Neha. My condition was becoming worse day by day, I asked Neha to make a promise that she will find a good man and marry him and live happily with him.
The day was ‘January 6’, the day when we first met. I gave a good morning kiss to my love and reached the veranda My heartbeats started beating faster and suddenly stopped. I went unconscious. I could only hear my love trying to wake me. I said 'I love you' and was gone forever. I could feel her tears over me but cannot help her.
And now I am on the clouds watching my love staring at my photo every single day giving a smile to the time we spent together. And I am thankful to god for giving me such a wonderful life.
Thursday, 27 September 2012
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